hari ini,

rasenye macam nak

SCREAM OUT LOUDD!!!

hanya Allah je yang tahu.

if you know me well enough, im not one to keep quiet about something..
but i have to. i aint got no choice. thats why i feel macam nak

SCREAM OUT LOUDD!!!

tapi the problem is...i dont want them to know. but...if they know, it'll be easier..that means i no longer have to hide...sebab tu la i rase macam nak

SCREAM OUT LOUDD!!!

tapi ada yg dah tau. siap bahan lagi haa..how is it orang yg im close to tak tau, orang yg i tak close with tau. it feels like im betraying them for not saying a word about it. jom kite

SCREAM OUT LOUDD!

macam mne ni..wat if it effects everything?
ayah said, 'be adventurous'
but im not that courageous.
adam said, 'just risk it'
but i am no risk taker. i prefer staying on the safe side.
umi said, 'if you think you can handle it, then blh je'
but i have no confidence in myself.
i tell myself, 'tyah,stop it. you know you can't handle it. i know you want this, but you dont NEED it. stop it.'
but other parts of me said, 'tyah, its ok..embrace it'
all together now

SCREAM OUT LOUDD!!!

wat do you think?