malasnya nak pack barang
sabtu ni nak balik dah

bye bye putrajayaaaaa
im going back to penaaaannggg
OH LOVELY.

i got 2 days left here
the past week i tried cooking things that i've never cooked before
you know, to bring something new to the table.

lets see
this week i made nasi briyani
yeahhh:)
one mistake though
tak letak pewarna kuning telur at the end time nk masak tu
but apart from that everything was voila :D

then i made gulai nenas ikan masin
pagi tu after hantar umi g keje i went to the pasar
seriouslyyyy go to the market early in the morning
i love the vibe
and everything looked so fresh
tomato still macam berembun..(?)
haha watever la asalkan it makes sense to me

oh yeah
i dunno why im excited
but i made a JJ card
haha ntah la nape
i mean, i know there's no JJ kt putrajaya
and the closest one is in equinne park
but hey, there's one in penang :)
hopefully it'll come in handy
or else,
mum, im sorry i wasted your money

tomorrow nak g kilang chocolate
im excited!
i wanna see everything

ok, since i didn't get college next sem, i decided to ddk luar la kan
i was like, super disappointed when i found out i didn't get college.
i literally stopped talking to everyone but i knew i had to tell them somehow
so then we had a little talk
it was soothing
whether i like it or not, i'll have to stay out EVENTUALLY
i mean, its gonna be a bit hard staying out
thinking of the classes in perda
and the early mornings
and the late nights in the kitchen
mind you, my next sem's kitchen will be on tuesday and wednesday night
back-to-back babyy
yeah, we'll see how it goes
i mean, the idea of staying outide has already started to sink in
but thennnn mum said apply for college and if you get it, stay in college.
but i'm kinda torn apart here
staying in college of course has its pros and cons.
but so does staying out.

so let's try to list down everything

college:
no need to pay rent
easier to get to class
easier to focus

outside:
a bit more privacy
easier to cook
harder to get to class

ok
maybe i should list it down later when my mind is clearer.

daa:)

dilema

Bangi Jalan 6 kat mne?
huh
nak g Bangi cari barang
tapi jalan pon xtau
cane nak g?

sape nak offer jd private driver aku?
hehe perasan.
berdikari lah sikit
sket2 mintak orang buat kan
GEDIK.

ok,ok
i'll google map the place.

*googling*

google map xleh detect jalan 6, bangi

hari ni xde bnde sgt nak buat
so im gonna bela the lemak inside of me for fun.
oh ape la nasib.
diet and exercise pon berat badan tak turun.
one way to make myself feel better is by saying,
'scale tu rosak'

today buat list grocery nak?
i already got plans on what to cook this week.
of course, im trying to change the way i eat so i've reduced the usage of cooking oil.
no more frying or deep-frying. no more ayam goreng. or ikan goreng. or anything goreng-goreng.
NO-NO-NO.
im sorry i had to drag everyone in the house with my crazy plan.
hehe
hey, dont complain.
you complain i will mogok again.
anyywaayyy
skarang ayam masuk oven, just bake it.
ikan buat ikan bakar je.
the greens of course la mesti ad kan.
but i dunno why they keep buying sawi and forcing me to eat it.
sawi.yuck.pahit.tak sedap.im sorry sawi.

oh oh ohhhh!
hari tu kan i masak nasi ayam by myself.
bangga laahh
first time try and jadi
tadaaa!

dari dulu try nak buat ayam masak merah tak pernah nak menjadi.
grrr
asal nak buat je ayam masak merah akan jadi either ayam tomato or sambal ayam.
tyah,tyah
ble la kau nak master buat ayam masak merah ni...

teringat dlu2 mse kat rumah opah, kadang2 opah suruh bibik masak ayam masak merah.
sedaaappp!
so dlu try la buat, tp smpai sekarang xpernah nak menjadi.

perasan tak, the things that we like we can never master it in the first try or second.or third.or fourth.or fifth.or sixth.

ok, we get it tyah.shut up please.

but hey, at least now i can finally masak sambal properly.

in my house, there's the sambal degraders.
apparently my sisters know who cooked the sambal according to the taste.

if my akak yang masak, it'll be somewhat taste a bit like tomato and not so pedas.
if umi yang masak, of course, perfecto.
and if i yang masak, one word that always comes out of their mouth. 'PEDASNYE'

wait till you taste my sambal now.
haha im improving okaayy
my sister once said to me

'mulut tyah pedas, sbb tu ape yang dia masak smua pedas2.'

Mood swing

penat lah nak layan mood swings kau ni.
kejap ok
kejap tak
kejap sewel
kejap sehat
kejap baik
kejap tak baik

haih pening kepala aku
kau ni mood mcm roller coaster
up and down and round and round
nak kate period, tak kan la hari2 kau period?
ish impossible.
tak dehydrated ke kau mcm tu?
ape kaitan dehydrated ngan period?
ntahh


ok, i'll try to take it positively
maybe God is showing me a lesson here?

first of all, sorry xlayan anda2 kt fb mlm2.
here's the story:
every night my mum and i watch movies in bed with the laptop on and projecting the movie to the wall.
so faham2 la kan, dh syok tgk movie, fb mmg akan dilupakann :)

anyway,
2 minggu lagi nk blk penang dah
azraful post kat wall yg fakulti hotel dan pelancongan daftar 1 JAN
haha kene balik awal
kesiaannnn kau.
*aku la tu*

ok, fine with it la.
dok rumah lame2 pon ape dapat. menambahkan nombor kt scale tu ade la.
but the thing is, result kolej tak kluar lagi
PERFECT.
ok, so lets say xdpt kolej rite,
then i have to find a house,no choice la.
and trust me, nk cari rumah sewa kat penang susah.
most of the students dh awal2 plan dok luar and trus sewa last sem.
ok la tu, dorang dh settle.
dah dah, jap lagi kluar la result tu.

umi and akak have one more sem to go through and then dh blh grad dahh
i still got 5 more sems insyaAllah.
*eleh baru start sebok nk hbs cepat2*
suka hati aku lah.

anyway,
todays topic is
*drumroll*
PUBLIC AFFECTION
haha,ape mksudnye?
it means showing affection publicly laahh
ntah npe tbe2 terfikir ttng bnde ni
maybe tgk kt fb mkin rmai kwn2 aku dah jatuh hati ;D
tamau ckp sape kan
tp 'ehem ehem' je la
there's nothing wrong with public affection
if it makes u feel happy, go ahead, nobody's forcing you back.
i got no problemo with it
i just find it interesting
hehe
dont ask me why
but its funny seeing my toughest friend who has been against being in a relationship tbe2 fall in love.
tu la kaauuu
haha
lain kali diam2 je
tgk, kn dh kne batang hidung kau sendiri.
apa mau buat?
kau redha je la aku dah tau.
kau lek je.
pandai2 la aku bahan kau nanti.
*yess luck is on my side*

dlu kau yang bising2 citer kat aku kan
yang kau akan tunggu je
xnk 'terjebak' dlm relationship ni
tunggu kahwin je
hahahahaaaa
tgkk!
yepp, im happy:D
YOU ARE BUSTED
there's nothing you can hide from me anymore

thank you FACEBOOK.

YEAH!

anak puan rosnah balik hari ni
hehe

FINALLY
anak puan rosnah is all MINE :P

BOBOI I WILL HAVE YOU IN MY HANDS ONE DAY.
haha:p

time to test my pujuk memujuk skills.

Hello Dusty Old Blog :)

there's nothing much i wanna say or write.
i have a couple of weeks left of my semester break left before im heading off back to Penang.
i just realized i've been home for a month and a half and yet achieved nothing.

i wake up late
i sleep late
i wake up late
but slept early
i dont eat in the morning
but eat in the afternoon
i forward my lunch to before 7pm
yet late at night i can hear my tummy grumble
i tried dieting
but im gaining weight
i go for a walk in the morning
yet im still gaining weight
when stepping on the scale
i was hoping for the number to decrease
but surprise surprise it goes UP

nak balik hostel la cani
duduk tingkat tinggi2 sket
xyah turun
lapar pon mkn roti je
xyah indulge makanan bnyk2
ddk rumah masak banyak
makan banyak


oh yeah,
got my result back too
im pleased with it
but as usual there's a voice bursting my lil bubbles of joy
'3.80 JE?'
gee thanks..a lil
'congrats,im proud of you'
or
'good job,lps ni maintain'
or
'waahhh 3.80? congrats!'
that would've been nice...

the other day my mum was talking about how her kids are studying away from her
so she encouraged my lil sis to not study somewhere further, take UKM in Bangi for example.

but the truth is,
im the only one yg study jauh sket.
kakak's in uia gombak
awa'll be in uitm shah alam
so that leaves me in uitm penang

see, mne ad semua jauh.

result kluar minggu ni?
oh..

yawww
jom naik bukit hari ni naakkk??
jom jom
saya nak main rollerblade
kehkeh
macam budak kecik
eh bia lah!
saya berjiwa muda

haa, macam ni.
saya bawak rollerblade,
awak bawak skipping rope.
saya pakai rollerblade.
awak tarik saya dengan skipping rope awak.
mesti best kan :D

nanti naik bukit awak tarik/tolak saya pakai skipping rope.
turun bukit nanti awak lepaskan lah.

bagus jugak awak beli skipping rope tu kan.
banyak faedahnye :S

tonight's conversation:

Ayah: tyah , kau ad jerawat kan. nah, pakai ni.
Me: haa? tak mandi lagi
Ayah: xpe,pakai je. tgk ok tak. pakai dlu tgk esk hilang tak.
Me: erm.ok.
*calit sket cream*
Ayah: cukup?
Me: grr..i only have one jerawat... (=.=")

eww jerawat sebulan tamau pegi main jauh2.

dusty old blog.
wat to do with you.
i've been in the house.
no story to tell.
unless ur interested in one of my bo-ring story.

nenonenonenonenonenowhattodoyeah

ad cat show kt PICC.
sape nk pg?
well,too late.
it ended today lah.
im not a big fan of cats so dont expect to see me there.
i heard there's a long yet short and hairless cat there..
kinda reminds me of hotdogs with legs.

like this yaww
except with cats head and hairless

hey hey
i heard next sem break is 5 months.
WHOAAAA
haha nak buat ape yeah?
agak dah macam mati kutu je duduk rumah sem break ni.
and this has only been a month. or less. who cares right?

gimme an idea on what to do.
so far i've been eating and sleeping endlessly.
oh yea, that brings me to another topic.
how to lose weight.
urgh i've been gaining all this weight and i dont know how to put it off of me.
balik rumah makan.kat penang makan.balik rumah balik makan lagi.
hey, u could actually be my boyfriend,food:D
YA!

anyway, today we went for a little 'jog'
then a lil picnic.
ok la, but we didnt do much of exercising.
we climbed the watch tower. and that's it.
then the rest we spent driving.
*sigh*
that was a good work out session.
kaaannnnnn :D

okay, im gonna marinate myself in boredom again.
see ya.

asal ad orang follow blog lame aku?

come here bebeh. follow this one. haha my god banyak perasan ini perempuan.

i did that because i care lah
or else i would've let u rot with his lies and scams.

ergh
serabut lah
nak cakap ke taknak?
nak bagitau ke tak?
i mean, lets see, kalau tak bgtau nnt dia tau lambat. and kalau lambat memang disaster lah.
but if i tell her now..can she accept it?
will she trust me?

ggrrr
oh lelaki.
kau suka serabutkan hidup dia kan.

*btw,that's a statement.not a question*