hari ini,

rasenye macam nak

SCREAM OUT LOUDD!!!

hanya Allah je yang tahu.

if you know me well enough, im not one to keep quiet about something..
but i have to. i aint got no choice. thats why i feel macam nak

SCREAM OUT LOUDD!!!

tapi the problem is...i dont want them to know. but...if they know, it'll be easier..that means i no longer have to hide...sebab tu la i rase macam nak

SCREAM OUT LOUDD!!!

tapi ada yg dah tau. siap bahan lagi haa..how is it orang yg im close to tak tau, orang yg i tak close with tau. it feels like im betraying them for not saying a word about it. jom kite

SCREAM OUT LOUDD!

macam mne ni..wat if it effects everything?
ayah said, 'be adventurous'
but im not that courageous.
adam said, 'just risk it'
but i am no risk taker. i prefer staying on the safe side.
umi said, 'if you think you can handle it, then blh je'
but i have no confidence in myself.
i tell myself, 'tyah,stop it. you know you can't handle it. i know you want this, but you dont NEED it. stop it.'
but other parts of me said, 'tyah, its ok..embrace it'
all together now

SCREAM OUT LOUDD!!!

wat do you think?

baru saya faham

ni rasenye ditinggalkan dalam bilik sorang2.
tu la, slame ni keje semua buat kat luar.
roomies semua ditinggalkan.
dah siap kerja, baru la datang balik masuk bilik.
kesian roomies saya.
mereka ajak berbuka sama2, saya kata: alamak, dah janji ngan kawan la
takpe,takpe, nnt jumaat ni kite berbuka sama2 ye:)

alamak..tapi jumaat ni saya ada appointment dengan manager nash donuts and bakery...
eerr...

i call it MummyDaddyAyedTiyah weekend

YEAAAHH, THEY CAME. finally!

im like, so freaking happy<3
love it love it love it!

pagi tu i dah siapkan semua. g basuh baju and all. then kejutkan mimie bucuk bangun nak g book bilik kt hotel uitm penang. yea, uitm ad its own hotel for budak2 hotel. jangan jeles ye awak:p

so then, we went to LS. nak study la. kami kan mahasiswa yang 'rajin' :P
so around 1pm mummy called cakap dah sampai bukit mertajam. ape lagi lari la keluar:D
happy happy happy sangat sangat.
masuk kereta je i was greeted by my lil bambam.

then we ronda2 bnyk kali and finally settled all our stuff. dalam bilik tu my parents nak tido, tpi ayed terlampau hyper and kept singing 'lompat si katak lompat' so i asked if its ok if i take him out to jj. dah dapat approval, amk kunci kereta, ad ap lagi, text mimie. i masuk kampus, amk mimie and trus pg jj. semangat ni nk berbuka. padahal baru pkl 3pm:)

parking space bnyak kt jj, but i wanted d closest one to the mall. senang nak angkut si bambam tu. almaklumlah, dye pon 'puasa' jugak. we went to the surau first nak solat zuhur. while i was praying, farid mcm biasa, kacau awek2 uitm yg lain.

after that we went to do some 'secret mission' and then belikan farid ice cream. sumpah tergugat iman tgk dye makan...tergugat je. diriku ini masih mampu menahan:D

pastu mimie plak nak beli muffin kenny rogers.
lepas tu ma mammy dah call suruh balik coz nak cari ronda2 cari tempat buka puasa. my dad tanye ape yg special kat penang ni. seriously, nme je penang, tp melambak nasi kerabu and dagang. so basically it feels like kt terengganu. oh well..

dah tiba mase tu berbuka la. but then kt sini maghrib lambat sket. kalau kat putrajaya 7.26pm, kat penang 7.31pm. time tu, farid still banyak bunyi. 'lompat si katak lompat'

ok, sudah tiba masanya untuk tido. did i sleep?
nope,not really. farid kept kicking me. tapi puas la dapat hughughughuggg him. then dapat main air with him dlm toilet. haha,tu pon nk cerita kan:p

bla bla bla, the night ended. i nak tido blk lepas subuh, but daddy kept waking us all up and suruh farid siram air to anyone of us yang tido blk.
oohh bambam, ur too damn irresistible.

so thats the end of my weekend. daddy wants to leave early coz nnt jam:(
i had to go back 'home' early in the morning. sad :'(

thank you MummyDaddyAyed for coming over here to penang.ngeeee boleh la datang slalu:p

go ask mimie how her driving experience with me was. im sure she 'loves' my driving:D
kan kan kan kan kan kaaaan mimie??
hahaha

oh yea, to nisah emran. ish. fail kedatangan! KOSONG! TELUR AYAM! TELUR ITIK PON SKALI! TELUR CAVIAR SKALI!

orang berpuasa,kami pon sama der.

YAAAAYYY today 2 of my friend turned 18. tahniah tahniah. lepas ni harap anda berdua bertambah kurang kematangan ye. haha,sah kne blajar BM ngan puan roslina lepas ni:D

ad orang tu hari tu tension bday dye time bulan puasa,dah la time puasa, hari ahad tu ad plak program ceramah of some sort. KESIAAAN kan kawan saya ni?
so ape lagi, jom la releasekan tension awak ye:)

at 5.15pm we left for Jusco, again. ronda2 tmpat nk berbuka,jalan sampai kaki nak putus then baru la settle down.

so after that, dah smpai kampus, baru celebrate the 18-ers.
unfortunately zizi and daus kne blk. almaklumlah, ddk kt mutiara, so xdpt la nk stay. gate tutup pkul 11mlm kan..snap picture ngan dorang pon xsempat..huhu..

we bought toffee banana cake. by the looks of it, it looks good, tp xtau la coz xrasa. coz ad orang tu kate nnt GEMUK. hah. hilang selera terus:(

oh yea, lupa plak nk bgtau.
hari ni 15.08.10 bday mimie, 16.08.10 bday bel. so why not celebrate together-gether rite. fuh,save duit:p
i know the feeling of celebrating birthdays without family, i've been through that before. so i dont want them to feel the same.

anyway, we celebrated kt pondok depan PI. strategik right. while waiting for bel to come, i asked abang long for lighter, but he gave me both lighter AND his cigarette. well, i guess he doesnt know that i hate cigarette. so i snapped 5 of his new cigarette in front of him. tu la, sape sruh bagi. tgk sape yg rugi skang.

and then we proceeded to acara memotong cake. pastu abg long suap kan kek kt bel. hahaa, dh mcm bapak suapkan anak dah. then suapkan mimie plak. but i guess dye dah tau ktorng nk calit kt muka dye, so dye cabut awal2. kne sikit je.

so i guess that's all. thanks everyone atas kerjasama anda:D
thanks for d nice evening. korang mmg baik and sporting.
thanks for the nice time mse berbuka tadi.
thanks apai,abang long, torpedos, nas, mimie and maria.

thanks for the good celebration walaupon buat kt pondok luar PI. thanks bel,mimie,maria,nas,abang long,dan juga our newest member,C!

mummy and daddy,fear not. im doing ok here:) i guess i will always have this homesick feeling inside me, but at least i have them to lean on here:D

Berbuka 101

so, since this is the first time im fasting without my family, i decided to make this ramadhan a lil bit more memorable. we gathered a few friends and off we go to Jusco:)

so there were 9 of us:
me,mimie,nasr,maria,mai,zizi,daus,epul,acap.
venue: rasamas,Jusco.

everything went according to plan. we break our fast, we went to pray,we jalan2 tak ingat dunia.
then i teman maria beli slacks. so zizi and daus ikot skali.
nasr,mimie and mai went the opposite direction. while we went to jusco,they went to popular nak tengok buku.

i wanted to buy lemon, tetapi hasrat dihati terpaksa dipendamkan kerana Jusco kehabisan lemon. so roomies,floor buddies,jiran2 tetangga, maap la ye. no lemonade for us tonight,tomorrow night,the next night and so on la ye.

while we were walking to go to Jusco, me and zizi were talking about shopping habits
he asked; kalau perempuan shopping, ape yang susah skali nak beli.
so i stepped out of the shop and looked for the shop girls find it hard to shop for.
my answer: kedai tu selang beberapa je dari sini. cari la.
so dorang pon mencari la.
then we passed the shop so zizi asked again; ish,tak jawab pon soalan tadi.
me; ok,cbe tgk kedai tu.
so they looked and geleng kepala.
zizi; tak sangka tiyah ni open mcm ni...

anyway, back to the story, we spent a long time in Jusco surveying for stuff. i was craving for chocolate but im saving my moolah for because father said 'jgn boros2'
so i tried my luck. mntak la kat zizi.

me:zizi...nak yg ni.
zizi: alaaa,xcukup duit la. cbe mntak kt daus.

me: abang chik, nak yg ni.
daus: boleh2. nak tangan kanan ke kiri?
me: orang kate kanan lebih afdal.
daus: meh sini.
zizi: kalau nk zizi belikan, dapat extra. tangan skali dengan kuku. dah tampar cakar skali.

tibe2 lampu2 dah malap. so we know thats our cue to leave. keluar je jusco, nmpak bas.
nak sedapkan hati, the guys said last bus of rapidpenang is at 11pm. and so we waited.

10.50pm

ish takde bas laaaaa weehhh!!!!
gate dah la tutup pukul 11pm.

ohmygodOHMYGODohmygodOHMYGODohmygod!!!!

*sigh*
ape la nasib. so we half walked half and half something else. half something else tu ape?
haa,go figure. coz i aint telling ya!

so long story short, we arrived at 11.40pm
of course kne marah ngan pak guard.
but what to do, dah buat salah, tanggung la kan.

thank you so so so much the torpedos for taking us home safely.
without you guys i dont think i would arrived back 'home' safely.

i would say i took on father's challenge very well.
'BE ADVENTUROUS'

dinner gathering 2010

last night we had a gathering for culinarians of UiTM Penang 2010.
was it fun? comme si comme sa.
you bayangkan, the theme is Glam Party, but the venue is blakang hotel lobby. dah tu, kt situ jgk dorang bakar ayam and all that. GAH.

oh well, wats past is past. yadda yadda yadda. here's the pictures:
thanks kacang,tqah, lien for dressing me up and making me wear the dress i didnt want to wear.

maria ucuk

last friday:

M1: weh,ak nak balik. sape nak teman ni?
M2: ko blk mne?
M1: ipoh.

M2: xpe la, ak teman ko smpai jetty.
M1: blh jgk.

7.30pm

M1: assalamualaikum. tiyah ad?
T: w'salam. masuk laaaahhh
M1: tiyah tak ikot ke?
T: g mne?
M1: g jetty
T: alaa, penat la. baju tak basuh lagi,tak lipat lagi. nak iron lagi. *tbe2 rajin melanda*
M1: oh..xpe la. i kesian kan mimie je. nnt dye kne blk sorang2.
T: adusss..ok2. pg pukul brape?
M1: skarang la.
T: eeeee dah la xmandi lagi. bucuk la...

so off we go, me,M1 and M2 pon tunggu la bas to jetty butterworth. lambat gilak. time naik bas tu dah pukul 9.10pm. nak g jetty around 20 mins, then settle all the tickets and transport, then patah blk to uitm. gate uitm plak tutup pkul 11pm.

T: M, redha je la eh klau xsempat blk.
M2: alaaaaa...
T: xpe2,plan A: klau smpat blk, kte dpt tido.
plan B: kte g mcd. 24 hours kan? dok la situ smpai pagi
plan C: kte call SITIkus. dye kan ddk mutiara?
M2: *redha*




fear not,ktorg sempat blk sblm gate tutup.

roger roger

haaa, tu diaa!
nasi lemak fresh from PERLIS

thanks nasr ;D

teringt nasi lemak yg umi masak every sunday. haa,mom,dad, kakak, if ur reading this please tell umi to post the nasi lemak here. ngehehehe. yummmy yumm. n klau blh post farid pon blh ;D

btw,itu tangan mariatul qadtiah.

the incident

ni incident malang dalam toilet.
hari tu time nak amk wudu' for maghrib,ad la sorang minah ni dlm toilet tgh buat hape ntah. pastu lalu la sblh baldi ni,air dh melimpah. so the girl said

G: weh,tutup ah air tu.
M: *bengang tp tutup je la kan* ni sape pnye? (tunjuk kt baldi tu)
G: aku pnye ah.

hak alaahhh kau ni. agak2 nak mintak tolong,buat la cara nak mintak tolong. kasi kasut size 5 ni kang baru tau.

then the next day i nak g mandi. time tu plak acik ni tgh cuci toilet. so i tnye la

M: acik,sya msuk nk mandi blh?
A: eh,msuk la. acik nk siap dh ni.

so mandi la. then bile bkk pintu je acik tu tersiram air directly on me.

M: acik,saya dah mandi laa..tgk..kuyup balik :(
A: ehh,,sorry nak. acik nk jirus pintu tu ha. xtau plak ko nk kluar. sorry ek
M: xpe,xpe. refresh sket lagi.

len kali klau acik tu tgh basuk toilet kne jerit dlu, ACIK,SAYA NAK KLUAR DH NI. MAKE WAY MAKE WAY :p

CUCKOO NATS

A: hai,im atiyah,u?
B: hai,im nad.

so on and on.
the first minute we introduced ourselves.
the next hour we were cracking stupid jokes.
all through the night we spent on getting to know each other.
at the end of the night,we called ourselves ; the cuckoo nats.

why?
come meet us and you'll know:D

COMMON QUESTIONS:

situation 1:
X: eh,u dah knal nad brape lame?
Y: u rase?
X: ntah la..sejak skolah rendah?
Y: erm..we just met...
X: ish,korang nmpak mcm dh lme kenal la.

situation 2:
K: korang satu skolah ke dlu?
L: no lah
K: kwan lame?
L: nope.
K: jiran?
L: nope.
K: habis tu?
L: we just met :D
K: rapat gle korang.

situation 3:
A: (...) ktrong baru kenal. mse orientation week hari tu.
B: oh ye ke?? laa, aku ingt korang satu skolah dlu.
A: nope. we just met.
B: seriously?

situation 4:
V: ko skolah mne dlu
F: putrajaya
V: same ngan nad?
F: xde la
V: hbs tu,nad kat mne?
F: nad kt shah alam la.
V: eh,habis tu cane korang kenal?
F: mse orientation la.
V: haa?



yep,ni time orientation week ^^

UiTM-Orientation Week 2010

yea,i know i know.
dah sebulan baru nak cerita rite?
biasa lah, i kan 'rajin' orang nye.
but i did wrote what happened the whole week:)
so here it goes.
oh, n pls do note that this was how i felt during the 1st week. tak stabil lagi..

DAY ONE (25th june)
IT WAS HORRIBLE!

We left home at 7 am and went to KL for breakfast. then we went straight on to Penang. stopped by at a few R&R. then stopped at Bukit Gantang. flashback weh..ingt balik time debate 2009 dlu. we stopped at bukit gantang and ...

then lepak2 kt rumah sewa,n went to buy a few stuff yang xbeli lagi. on the way back, we passed by UiTM and thought of looking around. it turns out dah boleh daftar bilik that day. i was the 1st one to rasmikan the room:)

so today before registration, i settled all my things in the room,clean the bed and walked away.

DAY TWO (26th june)

woke up in the morning, then left the house around 8am to Pulau Pinang. we wanted to go to Pasar Chawratsta. on the way there,we got lost so we had to stopped by a few places for direction. every single one yang we tanye,semua jawab lain2. finally, dah sampai we realised why everyone kasi different direction. instead of asking for Pasar Chawratsta, my mum asked for Pasar Chawatstar. no wonder la semua confuse.

so then the orientation week started-saturtay 26th june. it was tiring. nak dipendekkan cerita,the whole orientation week was filled with ceramah. NON-STOP. bangun pukul 4am, tido pkul 2am. HELL I TELL YOU,HELL!!!

DAY THREE AND FOUR (27th-28th june)
SKIP SKIP SKIP!

DAY FIVE (29th june)

lets skip to my 'fave day'. i woke up early,as usual. 4am dah bangun,5am dah kne turun. FUN RIGHT? then satu satu mesej masuk. ad this one that literally bought tears to my eyes. it kinda lifted my mood for the day. that morning before we left,my roomies semua threathened to siram me with air sabun for my bday. kinda sucks,rite. so i went through the suckiest day ever; sitting in the dewan listening to ceramah..ggrr...wat a perfect day,yeah? then,the best part of it,malam tu, Kolej Baiduri semua kne denda. so then msuk tido pkul 2am. all my roomies semua dah crawled into bed. NO SABUN,WOOHOOO!!!

DAY SIX (30th june)

the funniest thing happened that morning. i woke up but terjaga tapi tak bangun la coz nobody woke up yet. then suddenly, dengar bunyi siren from that speaker thingy. my bed mate,terkejut n trus lompat dari the top bunk and terus kluar. the rest semua terkejut dengar dye jatuh n turus bangun g toilet leaving me rolling on the floor laughing. so then more ceramah n bla bla bla. malam tu i tnya la dye,nape lompat dari katil, dye kte dye lupa katil tu tinggi.
see what orientation did to us..? pressure tu.


yea..so tu je la. buat aoe nk membebel panjang lebar lagi kan :p
bye lalink.